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Wednesday, 26 April 2006
What follows is a brief description of my accomplishments as an entertainer.
Followed by some examples of my poetry and songs.
BE WARNED MY WRITING IS MORBID AND GRAPHIC, REFLECTING WHO I HAVE BEEN RATHER THAN WHO I AM.
I hope to expand my site to include all of my best
written work and include a full collection of photos
spanning my drag career.
Be sure to check out "Shadow Lane" my award winning published poem.
Thanks for visiting.
Be sure to check out "Shadow Lane" my award winning published poem.
Thanks for visiting.
China Blue
Posted by blueonetx
at 5:21 PM EDT
Don Ware
aka
China Blue
misstxcont01@aol.com
http://www.geocities.com/chinablueltd/theblueone.html
TITLES HELD:
* Miss Gay San Angelo
* Miss Gay Abilene
* Dallas Newcomer of the Year
* Texas Newcomer of the Year
* Miss Gay Fort Worth
* Miss Gay Metroplex USA
* Little Rock Entertainer of the Year
* Texas Continental Emeritus
* Miss Gay North American Universe
* Miss Gay Universe 2000
ACTING ROLES:
* Gay TV - The Movie
* It's In The Water
* Chasing the Dragon
* National Commercial for Clothestime -
Featured on: MTV
Leeza
America's Most Shocking Commercials
Sally Jessie Raphael Talk show
OTHER ACCOMPLISHMENTS:
* Currently an Account Executive for SHOUT Magazine
* Currently serving on the Board of Directors of Mr.
Gay Texas USA Unlimited
* Official Host and MC for Men from Heaven Revue
* Entertainment Director for Norma Kristie,
Backstreet and Discovery Inc., Little Rock, AR
* Entertainment Director for Metropolis
Entertainment, Inc. San Angelo, TX
* Model and Entertainer for Design Industry
Foundation For AIDS Fashion Show, Dallas, TX
* Show Cast Member Caven Enterprises, Rose Room and
Sue Ellen’s, Dallas, TX
* Host Weekly Shows for Blue Parrot, Big Daddys,
Fraternity House, Illusions and The Male Boxx Dallas, TX
* Founder and Chairman for Gays And Lesbians United
Proudly with Straights - GALUPS
* Fifteen Years experience as a Model, Dancer and
Entertainer
* Professional Make-up Artist Featured In:
MODE
Arkansas Democrat Gazette
Southern Living
Coastal Living
Arkansas At Home
Dillards SPRING 2000 Catalogues
Dillards SWIM 2001
Family Net Southern Baptist Television Documentary
Wal-Mart Product Packaging
Posted by blueonetx
at 5:13 PM EDT
grey
written january 16,1986
if every day were cool and grey
my life would be the same
a happy boy, i need no joy
to make me feel this way
a cooling wind at winters end
a dismal sky above
my spirits lift, my soul adrift
i feel as if in love
with life at birth, and death in earth
the grey it mocks my mood
to feel so sad is not so bad
it makes me feel quite good
Posted by blueonetx
at 4:42 PM EDT
Friends Ago
written April 26, 2006
Had I known this loss would soon be mine,
Would that have made me spend more time?
My Fallen Friends, Angels on high,
Are You watching me now? Does my time draw nigh?
Your laughter, Your smiles, Your crazy ways,
Still I wish for those other days.
Sometimes I wish my day was done.
Without You here, it's a little less fun.
Faustos
Dana
Danny
Shane
Jimmy
Donna
Candice
Victoria
Brandy
Carmen
Doug
Andy
And all the ones who have left this place.
In my mind I hear Your laugh, still I see Your face.
Ce'st la vie, Ce'st la morte.
I live for You all, and Your lives cut short.
Posted by blueonetx
at 3:44 PM EDT
Updated: Wednesday, 26 April 2006 3:48 PM EDT
Friday, 24 February 2006
From A Dead Man
Written December 10, 1985
Selfish death – I have no breath
I let it go away
The pain recedes as death impedes
I no longer want to play
This silly game – it gives me shame
I tried to play my best
I close my eyes and end the lies
Arms crossed upon my chest
They cover my heart – no one can part
From my lips the banshees kiss
Please no cries for my demise
It’s not really me you miss
For my pain – I give you same
Your burdens I no longer face
There is no sorrow in no tomorrow
I move to a nether place
It’s not in Heaven – nor in Hell I’m livin’
For I’m in Hell today
And Heaven escapes me – its Gates I wont see
At least by what others say
So no remorse – I traveled the course
Now I know not why
Fate chose the way that I should say
Goodbye
Posted by blueonetx
at 6:06 AM EST
Thursday, 26 January 2006
untitled
written january 26, 2006
These blacked out windows
They block out the light
Sunshine never bothers me
I live for the night
These blacked out windows
Keep me in darkness
The easier, it seems
To embrace my sadness
These blacked out windows
With the halo of light
Remind me now
There is more than night
These blacked out windows
Served me right
But the fabric comes down
It’s time for some light
Posted by blueonetx
at 11:19 AM EST
Friday, 30 September 2005
pretty boy fag
written december 2003
pretty boy fag, they call me queer
take it all, giving tears
if only they could feel the pain
violent answers to life's sick game
<>
pretty boy fag, they call me perv
on my knees i will not serv
smashing blows can never kill
all i've known, i want it still
<>
pretty boy fag, beautiful bitch
you'll never lose that aching itch
when all is gone, they take more still
never lost, force of will
<>
pretty boy fag, fucking joke
suck it down, gag and choke
torn and bloody, fucking queer
you hope to die, the end is near
vindictive love boy
bittersweet joy toy
never trusting
loathful lusting
vindictive love boy
bittersweet joy toy
pretty boy fag
pretty boy fag
Posted by blueonetx
at 4:52 PM EDT
loves lonely way
written november 2003
when i love, i give it all
the summit of ecstacy, destinys fall
when i love, exposed and weak
my fear still near, but still i seek
to love again, to wake with one
whose arms encircle but then its gone
i dream the heights, soaring high
the winds of change, love never dies
when i love, i feel no more
the emptiness below, above i soar
the void is filled, if only today
the hope beyond loves lonely way
Posted by blueonetx
at 3:36 PM EDT
Updated: Friday, 30 September 2005 4:25 PM EDT
punks life
written november 1984
white hair flourescing in the dark
neon rags cascade
from a gaunt figure, starck
white from under nights shade
tainted tears fill dark sunglasses
bodies twist and fall
in a dance the figure passes
out and hears no call
Posted by blueonetx
at 3:09 PM EDT
FUCK IT
written november 2003
drunken expletives
words like vomit spew
hate filled torrents of unhappiness
confused raining thoughts
how? why?
what brought me to this foul place?
i need to leave
i need succor of health, wealth
the answer is not here
leave, run, faster, go
this place sucks
my life is not this life
not my choice but by my choosing
tear down this wall
release my soul
alive again
create my new life
better than before
better than now
i live
Posted by blueonetx
at 1:14 PM EDT
Updated: Friday, 30 September 2005 4:26 PM EDT
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